13th reason why.

it’s getting harder to breathe

my sight is blurry, arms weak

my ears they ring like jewelry

but just cause i’m cold don’t mean that i’m iced out, i’m at calvary

this cross is too heavy for me to bear

my god complex has me thinking that they boutta crucify me

but truth is no one could care less about these burdens weighing on my chest

bringing me down to my knees

got me screaming, begging please

man down, i repeat

man done, faced defeat

i’ll never be man enough to look my problems in the eye

because all i’ll see is a reflection

i’m just the joker beneath the smile

and i hate that i’m my 13th reason why.