<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[nicole.]]></title><description><![CDATA[ediciuS: The Journey]]></description><link>https://nicolennjeri.wixsite.com/self/blog</link><generator>RSS for Node</generator><lastBuildDate>Sun, 09 Aug 2026 07:46:25 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://nicolennjeri.wixsite.com/self/blog-feed.xml" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><item><title><![CDATA[ro(woman)ce.]]></title><description><![CDATA[she’s so beautiful. she’s a siren. and i happen to court her. ]]></description><link>https://nicolennjeri.wixsite.com/self/post/ro-woman-ce</link><guid isPermaLink="false">68c9c14faa2d38a3ee3ac111</guid><category><![CDATA[the confessional.]]></category><pubDate>Tue, 16 Sep 2025 20:01:13 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>nicole njeri.</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[in and out.]]></title><description><![CDATA[i’m just but the vessel. and how proud i am to be. how willing am i to put it all on the line for something you mentioned once. ]]></description><link>https://nicolennjeri.wixsite.com/self/post/in-and-out</link><guid isPermaLink="false">67d06ca489a606c75ebbef7b</guid><category><![CDATA[story story? story time!]]></category><pubDate>Tue, 11 Mar 2025 17:05:05 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>nicole njeri.</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[the court jester.]]></title><description><![CDATA[so here’s to the court jester, Nicole, and to the painful realization that i’m far from where i’d like to be, ‘Cole.]]></description><link>https://nicolennjeri.wixsite.com/self/post/the-court-jester</link><guid isPermaLink="false">67c06e03ef3878ae1b0d35bd</guid><category><![CDATA[the confessional.]]></category><pubDate>Thu, 27 Feb 2025 13:53:48 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>nicole njeri.</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[“not by the hairs on my chinny-chin chin”]]></title><description><![CDATA[here, there’s no big bad wolf. just two cats, ginger. ]]></description><link>https://nicolennjeri.wixsite.com/self/post/not-by-the-hairs-on-my-chinny-chin-chin</link><guid isPermaLink="false">673a2a4f5497720c0a400688</guid><pubDate>Sun, 17 Nov 2024 17:40:47 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>nicole njeri.</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[i have died more times than i have lived.]]></title><description><![CDATA[i hardly remember what it feels like to be alive,
to be something, not just a vessel of life.]]></description><link>https://nicolennjeri.wixsite.com/self/post/i-have-died-more-times-than-i-have-lived</link><guid isPermaLink="false">66ba3c789e614447cf78c69e</guid><category><![CDATA[the confessional.]]></category><pubDate>Mon, 12 Aug 2024 18:31:06 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>nicole njeri.</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[helplessness.]]></title><description><![CDATA[what do you call it when all you can do is feel yourself plummeting to the ground, where nothing you do can stop it?]]></description><link>https://nicolennjeri.wixsite.com/self/post/helplessness</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6627f44eae3418a97c48faf3</guid><category><![CDATA[the confessional.]]></category><pubDate>Tue, 23 Apr 2024 18:31:08 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>nicole njeri.</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[that which is sacred…]]></title><description><![CDATA[that which is sacred is often concealed; that’s why you see people’s bodies and not their souls. ]]></description><link>https://nicolennjeri.wixsite.com/self/post/that-which-is-sacred</link><guid isPermaLink="false">65fc7e36e4620078750dfdb1</guid><category><![CDATA[the confessional.]]></category><pubDate>Thu, 21 Mar 2024 18:38:00 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>nicole njeri.</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[my depression, in retrospect.]]></title><description><![CDATA[what would i look like without this diagnosis? ]]></description><link>https://nicolennjeri.wixsite.com/self/post/my-depression-in-retrospect</link><guid isPermaLink="false">65e1c05b0aef4059480e867a</guid><category><![CDATA[the confessional.]]></category><pubDate>Fri, 01 Mar 2024 18:01:05 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>nicole njeri.</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[He touched me.]]></title><description><![CDATA[He held me as I cried,
Until my voice grew tired,
And cries turned silence]]></description><link>https://nicolennjeri.wixsite.com/self/post/he-touched-me</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6596fdd173342481e5628f05</guid><category><![CDATA[the confessional.]]></category><pubDate>Thu, 04 Jan 2024 18:53:09 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>nicole njeri.</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[666.]]></title><description><![CDATA[You'll always be his father, in all the ways you could never be mine. ]]></description><link>https://nicolennjeri.wixsite.com/self/post/__666</link><guid isPermaLink="false">653eb106b9d13dd0ea5ec97b</guid><category><![CDATA[the confessional.]]></category><pubDate>Sun, 29 Oct 2023 19:30:47 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>nicole njeri.</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA["you talk so articulate"]]></title><description><![CDATA[talking. a lot of it, a lot about it.]]></description><link>https://nicolennjeri.wixsite.com/self/post/you-talk-so-articulate</link><guid isPermaLink="false">651b0ab4bb2a06fad62ff58f</guid><category><![CDATA[the confessional.]]></category><pubDate>Mon, 02 Oct 2023 18:27:01 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>nicole njeri.</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[orange juice.]]></title><description><![CDATA[That's the beauty, and pain, of my grief. You are the beauty and the pain of my grief.]]></description><link>https://nicolennjeri.wixsite.com/self/post/orange-juice</link><guid isPermaLink="false">65148e23e866ef580362edca</guid><category><![CDATA[letters to a ghost.]]></category><pubDate>Wed, 27 Sep 2023 20:25:28 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>nicole njeri.</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[Bleeding.]]></title><description><![CDATA["Hello darkness my old friend
I've come to talk with you again."
]]></description><link>https://nicolennjeri.wixsite.com/self/post/bleeding</link><guid isPermaLink="false">65009fd5c98fbe16182e5b72</guid><category><![CDATA[the confessional.]]></category><pubDate>Tue, 12 Sep 2023 18:31:03 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>nicole njeri.</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[Central Business District]]></title><description><![CDATA[it feels like they’re all going to a central location, a secret one, one they are forbidden from telling me.]]></description><link>https://nicolennjeri.wixsite.com/self/post/central-business-district</link><guid isPermaLink="false">64da76a11a98a81cfb7ca486</guid><category><![CDATA[story story? story time!]]></category><pubDate>Mon, 14 Aug 2023 18:51:00 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>nicole njeri.</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[it’s hard to be myself :(]]></title><description><![CDATA[i am a bottle with a hole at the bottom, i am a sieve of traits.]]></description><link>https://nicolennjeri.wixsite.com/self/post/it-is-hard-to-be-myself</link><guid isPermaLink="false">64a84e8d35a7554d2dfb36cd</guid><category><![CDATA[the confessional.]]></category><pubDate>Fri, 07 Jul 2023 18:20:02 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>nicole njeri.</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[is it really okay to admit it hurts?]]></title><description><![CDATA[now my body parts remain archives of your touch.]]></description><link>https://nicolennjeri.wixsite.com/self/post/is-it-really-okay-to-admit-it-hurts</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6499ec5b85f744145fb449ee</guid><category><![CDATA[heart, broken.]]></category><pubDate>Tue, 27 Jun 2023 16:01:03 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>nicole njeri.</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[shitty :/]]></title><description><![CDATA[shitty is the word i use to describe feelings that english hasn’t conjured words for.]]></description><link>https://nicolennjeri.wixsite.com/self/post/shitty</link><guid isPermaLink="false">648ae01d1e1b8c7b69e4c3d5</guid><category><![CDATA[heart, broken.]]></category><pubDate>Thu, 15 Jun 2023 17:01:04 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>nicole njeri.</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[worthy - am i?]]></title><description><![CDATA[but i’m not. i’m still lost. ]]></description><link>https://nicolennjeri.wixsite.com/self/post/worthy-am-i</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6471d05343501a8a852f11fd</guid><category><![CDATA[the confessional.]]></category><pubDate>Sat, 27 May 2023 17:31:02 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>nicole njeri.</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[fragile.]]></title><description><![CDATA[am i really fragile? ]]></description><link>https://nicolennjeri.wixsite.com/self/post/fragile</link><guid isPermaLink="false">64513b88899e8298a3f3f2f1</guid><category><![CDATA[the confessional.]]></category><pubDate>Tue, 02 May 2023 16:35:58 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>nicole njeri.</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[i’m not confident.]]></title><description><![CDATA[a false presence of confidence is better than no confidence at all right?]]></description><link>https://nicolennjeri.wixsite.com/self/post/i-m-not-confident</link><guid isPermaLink="false">644016578240ec2ff2cf7823</guid><category><![CDATA[the confessional.]]></category><pubDate>Wed, 19 Apr 2023 16:28:00 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>nicole njeri.</dc:creator></item></channel></rss>